Hurtful Facts

It's hard to let go of someone you never had and you never will have. No matter how hard you try to hide  the way you feel for that person, you can never find it inside your heart to forget that person. At least, not as easy as taking a candy from a baby. It is simply because letting go isn't as easy as counting to 5. It's a learning process and a healing process as well.

It's hard to hold on to something you long for that you may never even accomplish to have because you can never hide the truth from yourself. You can hide who you are and make people think you are who they think you are ,easily, but never will you find it easy to forget the fact that you long for something you can not have. It is like even if you act so well in front of others, you know that something is missing in the puzzle piece you are trying to solve.

Time never heals all wounds, because we tell ourselves how long and how much time is enough for us to get back to our senses and realize that we should finally get a move on. The same things happen too when forgiveness is talked about. Every problem has it's solutions and for me, why not ask yourself 'until when do you keep the burden of being the you that is hateful and selfish?'

One thing is for sure, there is no problem in life,really. We are the ones saying that we have problems and all but if you just always look at the bright side of things, then there would not be hatred nor suffering,neither burden nor pain might exist. We make our lives complicated. If only there wasn't such thing as too much of a self esteem, if only there was no such thing as too much pride,then we'll all be happy.

This is just how I see things, my perspective. I'm not trying to offend anyone or make anyone feel like I'm a know-it-all because honestly, I'm just a kid that just wanted to try to make people realize why children are happy though they have scars or scabs. They are happy even if they are wounded. Know why? Because they learn from everything that happen around them and so they won't do it the second time around. If only all of us are willing to learn and accept that none of us is perfect.

Believing Lies [Part II]

My  best friend and I was so bored one day that I borrowed her sketch pad,

instead of drawing things, I wrote something...

I wrote:

" I will set you free to make you happy
than to suffocate you..."

"I would never want to see you hurting
because seeing you in pain gives me twice the pain you feel"

then she replied...:

"It's just like every other people would say,
that you would set that person free for that person to be happy...

"Why not just say that I will set you free,
as if you cared anyway?"

I knew back then that what she said was true,

but there's just this part of me saying that I wish it weren't...

I wish it weren't because I would feel better if he cared...

That person I cared for the most...

Doesn't really care...

But believing the lie that that person did care...

somehow, lessens the pain that my heart was suffering for a while.

Sometimes, it makes you feel lighter hearing these lies. Even if it is just temporary.

But then, it would be better to hear the truth and be happy because you knew...

It would take all the hurt and sadness quickly if only the truth was always stated...

Although there are secrets that should not be revealed,

it's  nice to live a life where there wouldn't be two-faced people facing you with the face that's more like a mask of who they truly are...

Which do you prefer?

Living a life full of happiness and knowing the fact that it isn't real

                          or

A life with problems and responsibilities that you know is real?

At the end of the day, it's our decision to make for ourselves.

Where do you stand?

Believing Lies

Others may say...

“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.”

But tell me, when do you say they did return and when do you say they did not?...

We, people, tend to live with the answers that we wanted or expected...

We believe that people are true to us even though they are not.

We believe in the lies people say because there is this part of us that would rather accept things as they are, rather than confront them and dig our own graves.

It's just like saying that...

the person you did set free did not came back  even though they did but you did not know because that's not what you expected and therefore believed...

We, people, make our lives complicated.

Always remember the question...

"what if?"

then you'll find true answers...